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Chcia\u0142am, \u017ceby czytelnicy j\u0105 pokochali i z zapartym tchem \u015bledzili jej poczynania. Zale\u017ca\u0142o mi, \u017ceby jej kibicowali i &#8211; co by\u0142o dla mnie wa\u017cne &#8211; z przyjemno\u015bci\u0105 przebywali w jej towarzystwie. Troch\u0119 czasu jednak zaj\u0119\u0142o mi zrozumienie, \u017ce \u017ceby tak by\u0142o, musi mie\u0107 ca\u0142kiem sporo wad a ja musz\u0119 j\u0105 wp\u0119dzi\u0107 w k\u0142opoty. Tymczasem k\u0142\u00f3ci\u0142o mi si\u0119 to bardzo z pomys\u0142em na fabu\u0142\u0119. Tak pocz\u0105tkowo my\u015bla\u0142am, nies\u0142usznie.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><span>Szybko zrozumia\u0142am wi\u0119c, \u017ce \u017ceby ksi\u0105\u017cka by\u0142a ciekawa, musz\u0119 da\u0107 czytelnikowi powody do zmartwie\u0144, postawi\u0107 go w sytuacji, w kt\u00f3rej poczuje si\u0119 niekomfortowo i wetkn\u0105\u0107 do fabu\u0142y bohater\u00f3w, kt\u00f3rzy zaczn\u0105 zagra\u017ca\u0107 g\u0142\u00f3wnej postaci. Tylko wtedy b\u0119dzie ciekawie. Niestety sielanka jest nudna a cz\u0142owiek nudy nie lubi, nawet wtedy, kiedy wydaje mu si\u0119, \u017ce w\u0142a\u015bnie o niej marzy. Taki paradoks. Do\u015b\u0107 szybko wi\u0119c przysz\u0142o mi zrewidowa\u0107 swoje pomys\u0142y i tu pojawi\u0142y si\u0119 schody. Jak to zrobi\u0107, \u017ceby Kaja musia\u0142a mocno powalczy\u0107 o swoje, ale w ostateczno\u015bci nadal jej nowe \u017cycie wydawa\u0142o jej si\u0119 lepsze i w\u0142a\u015bnie takie, jakiego chcia\u0142a? Pomys\u0142y przysz\u0142y same w toku pisania, jak to zwykle u mnie bywa. Niekt\u00f3re nadal si\u0119 rodz\u0105 i pewnie to jeszcze nie koniec listy spraw, z kt\u00f3rymi biedna Kaja b\u0119dzie musia\u0142a sobie poradzi\u0107.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span>Nie mog\u0119 &#8211; rzecz jasna &#8211; zbyt wiele wam zdradzi\u0107, mo\u017cecie si\u0119 jednak spodziewa\u0107, \u017ce mieszka\u0144cy Lichoty nie tak od razu przyjm\u0105 Kaj\u0119 i jej c\u00f3rk\u0119 Zuz\u0119 z otwartymi ramionami i nie bez znaczenia b\u0119dzie tu dziedzictwo ich przodk\u00f3w a nawet cie\u0144 ostatniej na tych terenach czarownicy<\/span><\/p>\n<h4><span><\/span>Drugim problemem by\u0142y wady,<\/h4>\n<p>w kt\u00f3re musia\u0142am wyposa\u017cy\u0107 Kaj\u0119. Mia\u0142a mie\u0107 dar i by\u0107 wyj\u0105tkowa. Chcia\u0142am te\u017c bardzo, \u017ceby by\u0142a postaci\u0105 pozytywn\u0105 i dobr\u0105, z tak\u0105 nieco naiwn\u0105 wiar\u0105 w cz\u0142owieka. I taka zosta\u0142a, trudno. Nie mog\u0142a jednak by\u0107 przecie\u017c idealna. Takich nikt nie lubi, a w ksi\u0105\u017cce s\u0105 wr\u0119cz niewiarygodne. Ka\u017cdy przecie\u017c ma jakie\u015b wady, nikt nie jest doskona\u0142y. Jakie wi\u0119c \u201cda\u0107\u201d Kai? Z tym mia\u0142am naprawd\u0119 problem.<\/p>\n<div class=\"captioned-image-container\">\n<figure>\n<div class=\"image2-inset can-restack\"><picture><source type=\"image\/webp\" srcset=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!57KB!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F846137c4-ad1a-4019-935c-d8842fe8236d_1920x1440.jpeg 424w, https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!57KB!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F846137c4-ad1a-4019-935c-d8842fe8236d_1920x1440.jpeg 848w, https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!57KB!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F846137c4-ad1a-4019-935c-d8842fe8236d_1920x1440.jpeg 1272w, https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!57KB!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F846137c4-ad1a-4019-935c-d8842fe8236d_1920x1440.jpeg 1456w\" sizes=\"100vw\" \/><\/picture><\/div>\n<\/figure>\n<\/div>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][et_pb_row _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;||3px|||&#8221;][et_pb_column type=&#8221;4_4&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221;][et_pb_image src=&#8221;https:\/\/sztukapisania.dorotaskublicka.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/forest-gea0e923ad_1920.jpg&#8221; title_text=&#8221;forest-gea0e923ad_1920&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;||0px|||&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221; sticky_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; module_alignment=&#8221;center&#8221; align=&#8221;center&#8221; min_height=&#8221;593.4px&#8221;][\/et_pb_image][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; text_font=&#8221;||||||||&#8221; text_font_size=&#8221;15px&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;-18px||52px|||&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221; sticky_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; custom_padding=&#8221;0px|||||&#8221;]<\/p>\n<div class=\"pullquote\">\n<blockquote>\n<p><em>Jej relacje z lud\u017ami nigdy nie by\u0142y oczywiste. Nie do wszystkich zbli\u017ca\u0142a si\u0119 na tyle, by mogli j\u0105 pozna\u0107. By\u0142a do\u015b\u0107 skryta, zachowywa\u0142a dystans. A jednak potrafi\u0142a zjednywa\u0107 sobie ludzi, a co najwa\u017cniejsze potrafi\u0142a pomaga\u0107 tym, kt\u00f3rzy tej pomocy potrzebowali.\u00a0(z moich notatek)<\/em><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;||20px|||&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221; header_line_height=&#8221;3em&#8221; header_4_line_height=&#8221;3em&#8221; sticky_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243;]<\/p>\n<p><span>Wymy\u015bli\u0142am wi\u0119c, \u017ce jej relacje z lud\u017ami b\u0119d\u0105 nieoczywiste. Postanowi\u0142am, \u017ce b\u0119dzie skryta, zamkni\u0119ta w sobie i na pierwszy rzut okaz do\u015b\u0107 niedost\u0119pna. Z tych, co to znacznie zyskuj\u0105 dopiero przy bli\u017cszym poznaniu. Uzna\u0142am, \u017ce pasuje to do fabu\u0142y, bo dzi\u0119ki temu Kaja b\u0119dzie musia\u0142a troch\u0119 popracowa\u0107 nad swoimi relacjami z mieszka\u0144cami Lichoty.<\/span><\/p>\n<h4>Duga wada<\/h4>\n<p>zgrabnie prze\u0142o\u017cy\u0142a mi si\u0119 te\u017c na g\u0142\u00f3wny cel bohaterki. Ot\u00f3\u017c Kaja (podobnie jak jej matka, ale o tym mo\u017ce kiedy indziej) nigdy nie walczy o siebie, zawsze ucieka &#8211; od problem\u00f3w, od zagro\u017cenia, od tego, co trudne. Unika te\u017c jak mo\u017ce konfrontacji. To jest spora wada, przyznacie. Ona jednak nawet sobie za dobrze z tego mechanizmu nie zdaje sprawy. Mo\u017ce dlatego, \u017ce przez lata popychali j\u0105 do dzia\u0142ania i trzymali w cuglach, ratuj\u0105c przed ucieczk\u0105, najpierw babcia i mama (tak, mimo \u017ce sama dzia\u0142a\u0142a podobnie, a mo\u017ce w\u0142a\u015bnie dlatego) a potem m\u0105\u017c. Po jego \u015bmierci nie by\u0142o ju\u017c komu. I tak Kaja powoli wycofywa\u0142a si\u0119 z \u017cycia, przegrywaj\u0105c wszystko co wa\u017cne, nawet relacj\u0119 z dorastaj\u0105c\u0105 c\u00f3rk\u0105.<\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][et_pb_row _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; min_height=&#8221;100px&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;0px||0px|||&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;7px|auto||auto||&#8221; sticky_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243;][et_pb_column type=&#8221;4_4&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221;][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; text_font=&#8221;||||||||&#8221; text_font_size=&#8221;15px&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;11px||36px|||&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221; sticky_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; min_height=&#8221;151.8px&#8221;]<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><em>Przez ostatnie lata dusi\u0142a si\u0119 w swoim \u017cyciu, kr\u0119ci\u0142a w k\u00f3\u0142ko, spada\u0142a z ka\u017cdej g\u00f3ry, na kt\u00f3r\u0105 tak mozolnie si\u0119 wspina\u0142a. Przyt\u0142oczona codzienno\u015bci\u0105, spychana w czarn\u0105 dziur\u0119 smutku i ci\u0105gle nieprzepracowanej \u017ca\u0142oby ucieka\u0142a coraz dalej od \u017ar\u00f3d\u0142a &#8211; trwa\u0142a w jakim\u015b dziwnym przekonaniu, \u017ce tak musi, \u017ce taka jest jej droga. Ostatnio jednak dosz\u0142a do \u015bciany. Paj\u0119czyna niewidzialnych nici oplot\u0142a j\u0105 tak szczelnie, \u017ce nie by\u0142a ju\u017c w stanie si\u0119 ruszy\u0107. Niby \u017cy\u0142a jak wcze\u015bniej, ale nic ju\u017c jej nie cieszy\u0142o, nie sprawia\u0142o satysfakcji.<\/em><br \/><em>Czu\u0142a jedynie niemoc i strach.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; min_height=&#8221;101px&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;||4px|||&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221; sticky_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243;]<\/p>\n<p>Wyjazd do Lichoty tak naprawd\u0119 jest jej kolejn\u0105 ucieczk\u0105, tym razem jednak ma by\u0107 inaczej. Moce domu i przodk\u00f3w oraz jej w\u0142asna \u015bwiadomo\u015b\u0107 i determinacja maj\u0105 sprawi\u0107, \u017ceby to by\u0142a ju\u017c ostatnia ucieczka. Kaja postanawia, \u017ce tym razem zawalczy o siebie, o c\u00f3rk\u0119 i o ich nowe \u017cycie. Czy jej si\u0119 uda? Zobaczymy!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tyle na dzi\u015b o Kai. Cho\u0107 napisa\u0142am ju\u017c dwie trzecie ksi\u0105\u017cki, wci\u0105\u017c jeszcze staram si\u0119 dopracowywa\u0107 t\u0119 posta\u0107. Jest wa\u017cna i zale\u017cy mi na tym, \u017ceby mog\u0142a poci\u0105gn\u0105\u0107 nie tylko \u201cDom szept\u00f3w\u201d, ale te\u017c kolejne tomy opowie\u015bci. 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